returns,reminsces.

This is it.
I return tomorrow,
to the city of walls.
many threads left knotted and
still others wrapped up.
I cried my heart out and
slowly pulled it back together.
found some stones amidst the shards of glass.
Theyd reflected off the newfound-sungod which was left in.
laughed,accidently.
then god said it was good,so I laughed some more.

its still happening.

a long way to go,
and Im leaving on a jet plane!

dust smoke blurry eyes dark ledges off which you stare into the lawns
and attain enlightenment.

at 5am,in september.
wake me up when it ends,
for Im happy and Im alive and Im leaving tomorrow to NevereverherenowLand
and relief trepidition excitement familiarity is crowding my senses.