Saturday, January 12

the fountain and the light


for every shadow,no matter how deep,is threatened by the morning light".
Izzy(the fountain)

I kept telling myself to watch it,and so did he,so far away in various scattered lands.

worth every single second.
and all exaggerations can fly away with the wind.

what was it about?

the meaning of life *tantararaah!*
spirituality?
and there was this kinda pure love inscribed into the whole movie,about she and he and they and their world through three ages. ancient spain with blood gore and the mayan jungles.present day(or maybe 10 years ahead) with a dying woman blinding snow and an unfinished tale.
like a poem,like something you and i and no one else in this universe could ever conceive and portray.
it was so beautiful.so incredibly made,i fell in love with love all over again.
and i never thought itd happen so suddenly,like that gigantic bubble racing through Xibaba.
Xibaba,the dying star wrapped in a nebulis....the death-world of the mayans.its all a part of the tale of the fountain,the tree of life.
ordinarily,im your average scarred feminist cynic.the one who fell in love once upon a sunshine valley ouch* ago and afterward,after the ward,couldnt see it any more.
thank god for this.else id be a senseless moron.
and haha isnt that easy these days?especially here.(oops,here comes the cynical side..)
a random outburst at the insensitivity heard in the auditorium today.
this girls breaking down onscreen,real pain(koel puris just killer in everybody says its fine,methinks).shes been repeatedly molested by her father.since childhood.u see her unravelling,the confusion,the lovehatred i feel myself ouch* and people LAUGH.imitate her moans while the movie pauses. this reminds me of the time when one of the faculty in the 1st course was gay..reactions to him were so STUPID.honestly.like 5th std kids,who laugh at their teacher who wears strange shoes or something.
this place isnt liberal,for all it claims. sure its liberal,say the few wise voices...we can party smoke up in class bunk a week....gee whiz,id like to dunk you down the loos in the insti.(hehehehehe sadistic laugh)
random unrelated thoughts after sudden love rush i felt during the fountain.
oh well.
toodles.
yeah and its funny how this has gone from being a private blog to...
well more people i unexpectedly gave this site name to.
eeshes and feeshes.:O

1 comment:

vergere6 said...

what's the name of the movie again? and oh yeah, guys don't seem to get that gay guys are less likely to make a pass at them as they are to some random girl on the road...
er... please don't smoke up in class... :(